All I wanted was to be normal. After having been socially awkward all my teens I just wanted to be a regular person. Fit in. Feel like I belonged. Do basic stuff like make a phone call or order food at a restaurant without suffering a panic attack. Sadly it'd take the better part of my twenties to find answers. Real ones. Not "bandaid solutions" to cover my issues up. Instinctual Introvert is how from the ground up I changed my life.